My angels arrived again last night and enveloped me in their peace.....Sometimes I get weird thoughts like I don't deserve so much attention and blessings from angels and then I have to shake them away only to realize that it is only because of thoughts like these that I wasn’t soaking up all the bountiful blessings and gods infinite grace all these years......
Today morning, after I did my pranayama (yogic breathing), I saw my third eye clearly for the first time in my life- Magical, alive, surrounded with love and light and overflowing with loving kindness. Yup! , this should be a big day, big thing for me.....but strangely I am not surprised with all the miracles unfolding recently. It feels but only natural .....and my happiness of seeing and being with my open third eye for some time is much diffused with my generic happiness with life and with being. I received clarity from this third eye of a holiday booking that I had been unduly stressing about, and I also got clarity on why really this holiday planning activity was stressing me at un-understandably high levels. I understood consciously what I have always known about ‘communing with nature’ being a key component of my personal mission and life’s work. I realized that by pushing this strong desire (to organize and participate in natural camps and programs in outdoor surroundings with a focus on communing with nature), aside and away year after year I had built up this very powerful ball of resentment and frustration within me, and that this ball of energy surfaced whenever I touched on the topics related with ‘opportunities to commune with nature’. This is why I was getting so swept up in the whirlwind of positive and negative emotions of desire, fear, apprehension and resentment each time I tried to plan a holiday. There was no way out….I had to roll up my sleeves at some point and jump in to start addressing this life’s calling. That was the best and most wise outlet for this huge ball of energy…………so I got up and went and signed up for a family camp in the wild. It’s just a start but it is in close alignment to what I would want to be organizing by myself sometime in the future so I was intuited by my angels and third eye that it was a good first step to take. Once I did this, I felt free to go on with booking a second holiday which was a simple holiday for my extended family, and I did not feel the need to incorporate and deal with all my strong energies related to picking, ‘the perfect natural surrounding’….etc. which had been interfering with allowing me to plan and book the holiday. Today has been a landmark achievement for me. It might seem very simple to some others but I have done a ton of things I normally get very stressed about (without stressing at all). Footwear shopping (something I tend to put off for years), lunch with a colleague (if you knew me you would know how I typically dread social lunches), and holiday booking ( my biggest challenge in life in the last several years)! Wow…three consecutive successful hits!.....and the day is only getting better with each passing hour….
I am grateful for having such a wonderful day.......
I am grateful for feeling the presence of my angels so distinctly today
I am grateful for love and for life
I am grateful for making the holiday booking with such confidence
I am grateful for being nice to Gang and taking him to lunch and I am grateful we had such a good time at it and I'm grateful my angels came along as well
I am grateful for keeping my commitment
I am grateful for acting like an angel myself
I am grateful for the booking agent who was so sweet and helpful (like an angel)....such a pleasant and stress less experience it was....
I am grateful for my angels coming shopping with me and intuitively leading me to spot and try these amazing running shoes and comfortable and pretty sandals that were at a reduced price ....I am so so amazed because shopping has never been so easy and stress less for me especially shoe shopping.....:-)
I am grateful for my angels around me and for being able to allow the angel within me to surface....
It’s such a nice feeling to give myself the permission to be nice and happy and to actually catch myself being genuinely nice to others for a change and to see myself choosing to be happy as a default state, moment by moment....
Sending my lovely readers much love and much hugs......go be happy and free....today and EVERYDAY! :-)
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WOW!! this post is such a beautiful illustration of how liberating it is to detach from ego-driven fears, judgment, anger, frustration and all those other forms of self-sabotage ego loves to fabricate :-) Sooooo very happy for you, R&R :-)
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like you're you're increasingly living a plugged-in life. A Source-driven life. LOVE and FLOW are natural in that universe and it is just marvelous to witness that in you and to resonate with you. KEEP LOVING (self n others), KEEP SHINING, KEEP LIVING the liberated life!! hugging you tight, so very tight, mags :-)